Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I miss you more than you think



So often I find myself wishing

you never became such a cunt

Because what you are now,

is harder to swallow


And I know that you're still human

because you walk and breathe, like me

But you try, with a bitch stick and some Prada glasses

to hide it


I know they're real,

the price tag says so

but you aren't anymore


And maybe it was I never really knew you

maybe we were never friends

Honestly, I can't remember anymore


but like so much of my past

you're nothing more than the bitter aftermath

of what, at some point tasted sweet


So now you understand

why I can't help but spit


Friday, April 9, 2010

a comment, or something

this rant started as a comment
and became something more

more than thirty days of silence, anyway

so it found its way here instead


were it not for this schedule
concepts of time might be
entirely lost to me

for you see, even now
I've no idea what day it might be
well, is

it might be any of the seven

I suppose it some sort of training
for the inevitable
or just the gradual onset of


either way, I don't mind
forgetting yesterday



Were I to imagine my soul
to have hands of some sort,
and assuming those hands had fingers,
surely they would know
the texture of warm cynicism,
soft, then fluid
falling to my feet

I imagine it hard
and requiring something like heat,
an agent of cause,
to be melted and done away with


many a times, I've forgotten where I was
and have opened my eyes
to see where I am

you can never be lost, you know
though the world may lose you

for all that is, is you
and where it is, is you

what's sad is you can't help it
not run or tiptoe
past the peas and carrots

not hide behind the gravy

I'm sorry, but I've forgotten where I was




That said, whatever it may have been,
congratulations on your publication (:
I can think of no one more deserving, nor whose words
hold more relevance than yours

and I wish I could think of a more suitable word
than relevance

like frost
or spit
or candlelight and little soldiers on a screen,
marching side by side
like Mickey Mouse in black and white


oh dear,



I'm sure my measly twenty followers
have all heard of Hannah Miet
(I can't help but use her full name;
something like how you can't help but say
Morgan Freeman, and not just Morgan)

But for those of you who haven't, or who,
by some spin of Fortune's hypothetical wheel,
have found yourself here,

well, do yourself a favour..




where was I?